We’re stuck with time. Stuck with forever. No revolution’s going to happen. No messiah’s going to come. This is it. There’s just more and more of … this.
And we’re just waiting. For what? For not-this. Not the … ceaseless apocalypse. Not the endless anti-revolution.
So what then? How do we live without them? In the mode of without. In the mode of not having them. Stuck with the absence of the only things that could give sense to the world.
Nothing remains of God but the void, right?
The void’s what’s leftover. It’s not even God. It’s what God might be. It’s where God might come from. But it’s nothing – just nothing.
This reality’s only worthy of being destroyed, right?
Things are sinking to their lowest level. This is the deepest nihilistic fall of the world.
We’ll find salvation where it’s least sought. There, where you don’t expect it. In the void. Yes – why not, in the void! In the night of the world!
We’ll find salvation in our lack of salvation. If we experience our hopelessness in the right way, then it becomes hope! If we experience our damnation in the right way, then …
That’s some conjuring trick. What a conversion. At the last minute! In the final second! There is no final second, idiot. It goes on forever.
We can approach the question of meaning only through meaninglessness. Just as we can only know god through his absence. And the same for truth and everything worthwhile …
Only when you despise the world are you free of it. It’s a question of … messianic nihilism. It’s our exodus from the Natural House of Bondage. Of living in the world against its immanent logic. Inverting all earthly things.
The divine nothingness … an inverse of lost transcendence …
Messianism is very close to nihilism – very close! Don’t doubt it!
Meaning is not part of this world. Meaning depends upon liberation from this world. An … exodus from the natural cycle. The great merry-go-round …
Work in Progress 