See you’ve mystified philosophy. What you call Philosophy isn’t philosophy, lower case ‘p’. Isn’t just some attempt to think about things clearly and logically. You’ve exalted it. You’ve pushed it up into the sky. You’ve turned it into some kind of Transcendence. But it’s not Transcendence. It’s earthly or its nothing. It’s around us, or it’s noting.
Whereas what you think philosophy is just some humdrum bullshit. Some workaday activity like … like plumbing or something.
Listen to you … you’re into Philosophy, capital P, because you can’t be into Religion, capital R. Because you’re religiously disappointed. Because you long for the All and the Everything and the Nothing – that bullshit … You yearn for Philosophy because you yearn in general. Because you’re ardent in general. Because you’re intense in general. And you can’t find anything else to be intense about.