I hate virtually everyone, that’s the truth of it. I feel completely lost in the world. Like, perpetually bewildered. I don’t understand how it can go on.
Every day, there are new horrors. New disgraces. New things to loathe. Every day, new reasons for hatred. For hatred to, like, beam out of me.
Is it normal to feel like that? It can’t be, can it? I’m maladjusted in some fundamental way.