I’d much rather be a martyr than a suicide. More glamorous.
But who would know that you’re dying for a cause? I mean, it’s not as if you could infer it from your suicide: that you were dying for some greater thing. You’d have to leave some manifesto. Or tell someone.
Maybe you could explain. Deliver some speech ay my funeral, claiming me as a martyr. That could be your role.
A martyr to what? For what great cause?
You could say I died for the world. For the true world.
That you died to save the world?
I died to save myself from the world.
That’s not a martyrdom though, is it?