*I’d like to take something world-annihilating. That’s the only drug I want. The, like, apocalypse drug. Is there a world-annihilating drug? Is there something that would really blow things up? Blow up my fucking MIND? Turn it fucking OFF?
I want to take something that lets me reach a mineral condition. I want to be a fucking rock. Nothing in my brain, and no brain, and no thinking, and no life, and never having lived at all. That’s what I want.