Shall I tell you a secret? You’ll have to lean in, philosopher.
Ok.
I’ll whisper it: I feel … dead.
Dead? Like, bored to death?
Not dead – but … like I’m dying. What if I said that I’m terminally ill?
Are you terminally ill?
Do I appear terminally ill to you? I could be terminally ill. But I’m not. I’m not terminally ill … I’d like to be terminally ill, maybe. It might give some meaning to my life. The idea of the end being close … That things wouldn’t just go on forever … Because they're in serious danger of going on forever …