Forgetting

Is the darkness going to save us?

The darkness is going to forget us. The darkness is going to bury us.

If we laid our bodies down here, wouldn’t we just disappear? No one would remember us.

Dying in perfect obscurity – isn’t that a wonderful thought? Just giving up the battle. Closing your eyes, and being buried in some landslide. In some tunnel collapse. What a beautiful death.

You’d choke to death! You’d choke on earth!

You’d just be crushed. But it’d happen very quickly. You’d feel no pain – or barely any.

And then you’d be forgotten. You wouldn’t have a grave, or anything. And hopefully no one would know. No one would commemorate you.

Forgetting … I like that word. Some anonymous collapse. Some burial of everything. Universal darkness buries all ….

It’d as if you never were at all. As though you’d never opened your eyes. Wouldn’t you love that? Never to have been.

What about the idiocy-book?

Fuck the idiocy book.

What about your divine mission from Livia?

Fuck that.