We became deep – but in the wrong way. Buckled deep. Contorted deep, like the roots of the Alps. Deformed.

Sicknesses of the head. Fuckedupness of the head. Disorders of the brain. Of thought! Of speech!

Hatreds – festering hatreds. Disgusts – vast and formless disgusts. Screams, even. Screams in the head.

Thoughts of emergency. Emergency thoughts. Life under pressure. Philosophy under pressure. What did it do to our thought, that pressure?