What’s the opposite of a reprieve? We’ve been spared. But for nothing good. We’ve been set aside – saved, but not for any purpose.


What if we’re just part of the life-cycle of something greater than we are? What if something’s living through us? I don’t know what that means. What any of this is about. I just have a sense of something greater.


What’s the antidote – the antidote to the world?


Who rules the world? Who are they? Who are the poisoners in chief?


Everything that’s made us what we are! All the books we didn’t understand! All our café sitting. And afternoon wandering. All our drunkenness – particularly that. Our permanent hangovers. All the languages we haven’t learnt! The books we haven’t read!